Life in General

I have been going to this class at church about learning how to say goodbye to my baby. It honestly has been the most beneficial thing I have ever done for my self in my life. The real me is finally coming back. The Lord is showing me how I have been used through this pain for a good thing to be able to help others. Before I was never able to look at it that way. My baby girl went to be with the Lord on March 14, 2006. I am so honored to know that I have an angel watching me from heaven that I will be re-united with one day and hold for eternity. I will always love my baby girl.

This weekend was kinda crazy. I played softball like I always do on Friday nights, but before my softball games I did a banner for Gracie Rose for her walk on Saturday. She was walking for a walk-a-thon for raising monies for Brain Tumor research. She did an awesome job raising money. I will be sure to post pictures as soon as I get some.

Let see Saturday I went and got my hair done… I am beginning to think that I change my hair color as much as I change my socks… (I am sure you thought I was going to say something else)

Then I went to church with Mark, Christine, Keeley, and Chris. Yes I was the only single person in the group. Go figure. lol Allison has been wanting a gecko for her classroom for a while now. Well it just so happens that a certain someone had one and he didn’t want it anymore since we weren’t together. So I went and picked it up. Savannah was so happy. She named it Beckham, I guess thinking its going to be playing soccer with her? :P

Well Sunday came around and I painted things the house trying to get ready for the Christmas party. Yes this is a lot of work. So after hours of painting and cleaning it was time for SOFTBALL again… hehe Are you seeing a pattern yet? So go and play softball and I get a text from Paul asking if I was going to church. I wasn’t planning on it cause I was really going to be pushing to time, but I went ahead and tried to make an effort. So I went home and cleaned up and go ready. When I got to church it was packed and I was searching for a needle in a hay stack it felt like. I finally spotted Paul almost at the front (being I was running a little late) and walk up in front of everyone. Church went great. Paul and I were walking out and of course being the gentlemen that he is asked if I was hungry… Me not thinking I said no. (Thinking about finishing cleaning at home) When I got to my car I wanted so bad to turn around and change my mind by it was already to late. Maybe God will open that door again so I was blinded by my own thoughts.

Fall 08

This fall so far has been pretty awesome! I have some amazing friends and have had some great times. Halloween night Allison, Sara and I took Savannah trick or treating around the neighborhood. We had a blast. Sara was dressed at Cinderella in my old prom dress from 2001 with a few minor adjustments. :) For those of you who know me, then you know I hate Halloween. Well I sucked up me fear this year and went out with my girl Sharayah for a night on the town. We had a blast. I met Sharayah through my amazing friend Misty. For all this time I thought I didn’t get along with girls, well I guess I was wrong because I get along with these girls great!

Allison, Scott and Savannah came back over to the house to cheer Sara on in her soccer game. Well Savannah was so used to calling Sara, Cinderella that while she was cheering for her she was yelling, “Let’s go Cinderella.” It was so precious. We then went to lunch and had an absolutely wonderful day. I am so grateful for the best friends that I have in my life. They are truly my backbone for so much.

Sharayah and I after going out for Halloween... She protected me the whole night cause I am a scared person... lol

My favorite girls in the whole world. My best friend Allison, Savannah and baby sister Sara.

My sister Sara and I

Savannah holding my Grandma Bear on my bed